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Don't spare my life.Dear diary,
I've tried so many time. The words fill my head... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm... but he isn't. If he was really sorry, he would have stopped ages ago. This is the last time. I will let go and fall into the darkness. I will beg for my pain. I will pick up the blade. The next day, diary, he will call my name. There will be no answer. He will find my body and a note that says: You saw me hurt You saw me cry They continued to flirt While I slowly died My blood runs free Just like it always wanted to It escapes from me and pours onto you Beneath your bed is a box in it l Don't spare my life.
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Blood and tears.Dear diary, It was then that I cried, when my blood and tears intertwined. Little did I know, I would survive. I promised myself that would be the last of it. Never again would I feel the cold against my skin. Never again would I watch the blood escape. The next night I returned, wanting more. Shadows surrounded me, hid me from the world. It was then that I believed I did not need help. Ignoring the hands, I continued. It wasn't long before I stopped. It is now, diary, that I cry, watching my blood and tears intertwine. Will I survive this time? "And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame..." Blood and tears.
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Slip away.Dear diary,
I have found myself in this dark hole again. I want to pull myself deeper, escape the pain, but not only will it hurt me, but others in my life. I can see it in front of me, calling my name, but I know I have to resist. It's for the better. I watch it carefully, and move closer each hour. It was shocking diary, like falling in the ocean, unable to resurface. I have others, reaching out to me, wanting help. I really do want to help them, diary, but first, I have to help myself. I'm so close, so close to slipping away. I was happy for a while, when I had pulled myself out of the hole, but I fell right back in. This time, I do Slip away.
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Now I take your handle And point it to my throat I know it's not time I was just testing
How far you could go I held you again
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i am two peoplei am two people
in the daytime my happy person i talk smile interact

but at night time the dracula of my brain comes out intent on sucking every good thing out of my life the roses of the day turn into flowerless thorn-ridden dead branches growing in my brain so everything i do hurts and i can't stop it nothing i do can fix me
sometimes cutting helps to let my acidic blood out to see clearer from this tangle of thorns in my brain invading everything
but they grow back it's i am two people
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socks/dinner/allergy season

Sat Aug 15, 2009, 2:53 PM

Hello dears, how are you?
Such an overused question.. maybe people should start asking, how has the day been treating you? or something even more original.. what colour socks are you wearing? I'm wearing striped socks today, if you were wondering. Grey, black, pink, and blue. Such random colours to put together, except if you really think about it, there are two shades and two colours. I am currently eating gummy bears, they look more like mice though. What I really want to eat is dinner. It's 5:40 PM, I need food. I also want to go outside, so maybe I could eat dinner outside. My own little picnic! The only down side to that plan is that it isn't very nice weather, very cloudy. I could also go for some Vitamin Water right now.
School should be starting up soon, I still haven't read my books. The books are, April Raintree, Ender's Game, and Fahrenheit something.. I think like 451? Any who, it's allergy season I think. I'm sneezing like crazy, and my throat is sore

So I should get going, see what's for dinner.

Xoxo,
Loune Defrayy

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~skyblue35 Oct 18, 2009, 8:57:53 AM

Look who it is. I gots a deviantART.

~Carrrehh Aug 16, 2009, 12:58:22 PM

thanks for the

~Angelisse Aug 15, 2009, 6:14:12 PM

thank you so much for the fav!

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Thorns and stings
And those such things
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Our angel wings.

~LogoZapperDapper Jul 31, 2009, 12:04:28 AM

thanks for the fav

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*ladyshadowrage Jul 30, 2009, 9:17:32 AM

_{Thanks for the fav on In this moment

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